Homesick~

[Chi~Cara]

Наконец это свершилось, на выходных сделал буквально первый нормальный фотосэт Джею~
Написал к нему историю, хз почему на инглише, но мне понривлось как звучит ^^;
Много крови и ангста потому-что я перверт, и это даже не обсуждается)

Homesick +10

Everything was white, it stretched out before him, behind him, everywhere, as far as he could see... he was almost ashamed to defile it with the red of his blood, but hey, it's not like he could help it.
"Walk!" he told himself, and he walked, step by painful step, it was all he could do, while the whole of his body was throbbing with pain, and wished nothing more then to just lie down here in this silent white...



Yet he was smiling. He didn't care about the gashing wound on his chest, as he did the claw marks on his belly, and even to his left hand, which was almost devoured by another demon just a little over an hour ago, he payed no attention.
He won, and it was all that mattered to him, and he would do it again, and again, to protect his life, his life with that person. The sanctuary.
The sanctuary that was based on a lie, the lie that he was a human. And he intended for it to stay this way, his own little fake paradise.



The truth was, that he was afraid to lose it, afraid to lose that person more then anything. He was so afraid, that he felt maddened every time the thoughts of that person shunning him crossed his mind. And that was why he fought like a mad-man.



But now, he was so tired, so scared and tired, cold and in pain, his sanctuary too far away. Now all of this seemed nearly pointless, no matter how hard he fought for his sanctuary, these fights was what kept him from it now. It was what made that person look at him with disappointment in his eyes.



As he walked further, his mind slowly fading, the white started to seem endless to him, and desperation was what he felt then. He desperately needed to hear that person's voice, to see that person's face, to feel that person's arms around him....



"Kaito!" he cried out in his mind as his legs gave up and he fell on his knees before the great white. It was over, he knew. He couldn't get up anymore.



The song. Sudden, and loud in this silent white, it made him shiver down to his soul as he recognized the ringtone. It was one person he couldn't ignore, it was that person.
By chance, the desperation won. For a tiny moment it overruled the fear, and the knowledge that he shouldn't take this call, but it was all it needed, the tiny moment to press the right button.
-"Hey, where are you?"- Kaito's calm and gentle voice embraced him at once. - "I thought you'd be here by now, you know, I finished early, do you remember how we wanted to stay in and play today?" - he smiled, wishing to listen to this divine voice for just a little longer, afraid that it might fade away if he spoke. - "Hey? Are you listening?..." - he shivered, trying to hold back the tears. - "...Shiro?!"



- "Kaito..." - his own voice so weak and quiet, he suddenly felt as if he was disappearing. - "I want to go home... I'm so cold... please, take me home, Kaito..." - he bit his lip as he felt hot tears rolling down his cold cheeks, and then the world swayed before him, drawing the white closer to him as he fell.



The phone went silent, drowning in the white beside him as he lay there crying.
- "Please... hurry... Kaito... I want to go home..."





Homesick by ~angelicon on deviantART

Последние три фотографии были обработаны кохаем , и стали шедеврами, посему были отправлены в девиант, так что там при желании их можно посмотреть в более большом разрешении~

запись создана: 15.02.2012 в 22:37

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Comments

[koya~]

ух, на последнем фото я его приняла за гина <3

[Celestial Forest]

Здорово :3 Я вот тоже всё собираюсь нормальный фотосет поснимать зимний, да всё ручки не доходят ._.

[Chi~Cara]

koya~, если-б Гин носил цивильное х).... но да, наверное чтото есть

WataYuki_D~Tigraw, пасяб х3 ну у вас был в прошлом году клёвый, там где сказка... а у меня до этого идей не было ну вообще, потому-что мозг отказывается придумывать что-то не имея второго чувака, а тут придумалось где он есть косвенно, и сразу всё пошло х3 так что думаю у вас с прибытием Кея тоже должно всё пойти~

[Celestial Forest]

Chi~Cara,
У меня бида в том, что идеи есть. а на крафт не стоит ._.

[Ledi-Alucard]

красота нереальная *А*
няшика не жалко было "пачкать" Т,Т ?

[Chi~Cara]

WataYuki_D~Tigraw, понимаю Т_Т я мог сделать ему мобильник спокойненько, за полчаса, что бы понятнее фотки были, но мне адски лень было, поэтому телефон на фотках невидимый х)

Ledi-Alucard, пасибки х3333 неее, не жалко, интересно скорее х) ну и я же знаю что всё будет хорошо, и тем более, краска отваливалась чуть ли не по дуновению ветра, так что я скорее плакал когда оно осыпалось xD

[kuroi~]

ух, на последнем фото я его приняла за гина <3

я тоже кстати!!

[mylee]

Круть

[Chi~Cara]

mylee, спасиб х3334

[Takashiro]

Вот вы садист, Кай-доно.....у меня сердце кровью обливаеца при взгляде на него Т_Т... выглядит хорошо, натурально *кивает, это комплемент*, но я больше фанат чистеньких принцев в белых простынях и их опрятных служаночек х)

[Chi~Cara]

Takashiro, Все будет Х) но спасибо что посмотрел :3 надеюсь посмотреть на фото твоего мальчика позже тоже :3